Well, not Las Vegas, but Phoenix. We are going to be leaving Friday morning, so if you want to come over, were going to be having people over on Thursday night while we are finishing up packing to say goodbye for now until we meet again...

So maybe I, or we, didn't plan on having a baby right now. Is it the best possible time? Of course not, but in all honesty, there is no such thing. I love her and I want this. All in good time? I have never had anything that means as much to me as she does.

Lately Ive been having some bad luck or something. Hopefully it can turn around soon.

So, I have not made an actual post in about forever and a half, so I think it is about time. I cant say I've been really busy lately, but the times are picking up. I just got a job at Gap, so finally I'll be making money and working at a place I like. In other news, Lesley and I are expecting to have a child. We don't know the exact date or anything yet, but we are thinking that it will be somewhere around the end of June or the beginning of July. Seeing that she is only about a month along, we don't know if it is going to be a boy or a girl yet. But as names go, I like Connor or Koufax for a boy, and maybe Cameron for a girl. Still got about 8 months to decide though. Anyways, it's late, and now it's bedtime.

Maybe the end of June, most likely the beginning of July.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Wow, that felt good :)

nah, it's not worth it. good to know it's over. in the meanwhile, i'll be with the one i love. and that makes everything better. times infinity.

Ive been listening to the new Relient K cd quite a bit, and it gives me the feeling that I should go back to church. I think I am going to start Sunday.

My life is a tornado and I'm caught in the breeze.

I don't know what it is right now, but I feel rather empty inside. I feel as though I'm losing the people I really care for, and the things that are in my life suck. I wish school was over already. I was kind of excited for it to start at the end of summer, but now that I'm here I can't even seem to go. I got a job at the bookstore which was cool because I needed a job, but the job sucks. It's just not fun, life isn't fun. Theres always the fun moments, like bowling with your friends or playing softball with your girlfriend cheering you on, but theres also the crappy moments. Like not being able to get yourself out of bed for class, and singing your heart out only for no one to hear. How are happy people so happy? I want to know their secrets, I'd even be willing to pay for it. Until then, I guess I'll just keep searching for what makes me happy.